adios ayer

I consume and I eat. I entertain my guests and have a good time. I go drinking and deli hopping in East Village, I get burned at the beach. I go to work. For the first time in my life I am forced to sleep in an air conditioned room. I watch silly movies - two nights in a row now. I walk the streets and smell New York. Garbage, parks and concrete.

I do all that. But... I still don't know how to really live without you.

I know we all agree that.... love is a beautiful thing.